My ex-boyfriend took a girl to the Huntington Library the other day for their first date. Apparently they had a good time.
I begged him for months to take me and he never did.
I wonder what I did wrong.
Now I can't go alone because seeing some place like that alone is a shitty experience (I tried that with the aquarium), and I've never been good at getting anyone to take me anywhere, even when I ask nicely and tell them it would be something that would make me happy. None of my friends like doing any of the things I like doing either. Maybe I need new friends. I need to find better fellows.
So I'm royally screwed in this situation. I won't be able to go to the Huntington until the mental association with him passes.
How come I'm the one who's always left hurting? What awful thing did I do in a previous life to enjoy getting treated poorly by every fellow I've ever had the poor luck to know?
Clearly you planted the idea in his head. It confirms my feeling about him, and it's his loss. He will soon run out of ideas.
ReplyDeleteIf I were there, I'd take you to the symphony. I was wondering if LA was civilized enough to actually have a symphony, but I see that they are.
The symphony would be lovely! :)
ReplyDeleteI think I'm going to take myself to the LA County Art Museum this weekend - they have a Salvador Dali exhibit that I'd like to see.
What feeling did you have about him? You can e-mail it to me.
I wonder what I need to do to attract non-controlling guys that like to go see museums and gardens and stuff like that. I wonder what I'm doing wrong.
I wish I didn't have to cry at night about this anymore. I thought I was done with all that.